Working where I am

Okay everyone,
I have to say that sometimes I wonder about working where I am. I mean, I really can't move up where I am because I don't think my boss likes me enough to let me be farther up. I guess you can say that I am trapped where I am. I have mending lots today and that is great, but have you ever wondered what else is there? I mean, what else can I do, I just don't feel as though I am truly reaching my full potential, and that makes me also wonder, what is my full potential? I feel that there has to be more, I just wish I knew what more is mine. Maybe I am just being too deep because of the weather outside, I tend to think more contemplatingly when the weather is drizzly and a little cloudy...